Come into my life; lemme give you a guide
Be strong, show no fear,….
I warn you, this won’t be pleasant
Take one step forward n enjoy
Gasping for breath I take another step.
With tears in my eyes I keep on smiling.
Making jokes while my heart is bleeding.
Turning away so you won’t see me cry.
Wiping away my tears with my sleeve.
Then looking into your eyes, smiling.
I have fallen, into the dark.
Feels like life is forced out of me.
I have nowhere to hide.
I feel like running away.
Run away to eternity, to the endless.
But I can’t move my feet.
I’m stuck here, in the dark, without you.
I’m sitting alone in my room.
A room without windows and doors.
I scream till my lungs get sore.
But nobody can hear my screams.
I’ve cried so much that my tears turn to blood.
I’m reaching out but there’s no one to take my hand.
I’ve lost myself in the crowd.
I’m amongst millions but I feel so alone.
Nobody is noticing me yet everyone is judging me.
Pointing fingers and laughing at me.
My anxiety is growing higher and higher.
Till I feel the gravity taking control...
Bringing me to the ground..
I'm lost..
